My latest dream about Kaiden. . . 2/25/09

Just last night, i had another dream about Kaiden and his birth.

I dont remember much about it, but what i do remember is very interesting. I was in a hospital with Anthony and family. I was called back by a nurse who took me to a bed which was in a a big room with other beds with a nurses desk in the middle. They somehow numbed my belly because i didnt feel anything. I was sitting sort of up, as they began to cut me open and out they pulled Kaiden. He looked plump and healthy.... the doctors placed him onto my belly and wiped him off. Most of the doctors left and the nurses continued cleaning him up, and told me that they would go get the family so they could take pictures. As i was waiting for them to come back, one of the nurses took a soft brush and fluffed Kaidens hair which made it look full and dry. :) i remember that i kept thinking about if he was okay and wondering why the doctors werent taking him right away or acting like anything was wrong. it was as if he was born perfectly healthy and there was no need to do anything but love on him :)

It was a very hopeful dream...yet i still havent forgotten the reality of everything. We're just hoping for the best of course! Thought i'd share that with you all. Today marks exactly 1 week until we meet our little boy! It's really starting to hit me now, im getting really nervous and seems like everything just keeps running through my head...all of the unknowns just scares me to death. We have an appt tomorrow at CHOP for a prenatal visit and another ECHO to make sure things are still pretty much the same, i will update tomorrow evening hopefully.

Thank you all for lighting candles for Kaiden and all of us, it really helps to feel all of the support!

Love,
Nikki, Anthony & Baby Kaiden